The education of Brad Lidge

POSTED: October 28, 2009

By Andy Martino

Inquirer Staff Writer

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POSTED: October 28, 2009

The education of Brad Lidge

By Andy Martino

Inquirer Staff Writer

Brad Lidge was searching. He thought he was supposed to be a baseball player, but it seemed like all he did was have surgery. Stranded in Kissimmee, Fla., relegated to rehabilitation, Lidge needed more.

Drafted by the Houston Astros in 1998 after his junior year of college at Notre Dame, Lidge left school before graduating to start his minor-league career. But it hardly began before various ailments stalled it. While recovering from injuries to his pitching arm, Lidge followed his curiosity. The young pitcher dived into the Bible and science and history texts, searching for meaning in his problems.

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“You should never be satisfied with where you are in your personal quest,” the pitcher says.

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The conclusions Lidge reached during those summers have provided essential comfort ever since. Lidge and the Phillies begin the World Series tonight, but during the long regular season and a bewildering slump, he retained perspective. Through careful reading, thinking, and studying - Lidge is pursuing a degree in religious archaeology, with plans to eventually work in that field - he continues to cultivate a personalized Christianity. That process began in earnest in Kissimmee.

"I didn't know if I was meant to pitch," Lidge, 32, said on a recent morning, sitting in the stands of an empty Citizens Bank Park. "Whether it was then, or this year, or the rough year in 2006 I had in Houston, I always felt there was a higher purpose to life than just being a baseball player. And sometimes, even when things aren't going very well, it just means that when they finally go right, you'll be able to serve as a better example, as a baseball player and person."

An evolving faith

Religious faith can arrive for some in a single, sublime moment, but Lidge was never struck from a proverbial horse. His beliefs took shape gradually, beginning in childhood and accelerating during those minor-league days.

The concept of faith came to define Lidge's baseball life several ways. The faith he developed while in Kissimmee allowed him to climb to the major leagues. The faith he kept in himself when discarded by the Astros allowed him to succeed as a Phillie in 2008. Phils manager Charlie Manuel's faith in Lidge helped the closer through a shockingly difficult season in 2009. And Lidge's different yet powerful faith that he would rediscover his effectiveness in the playoffs has so far proved prescient.

The pitcher's Christianity defies common classification and is subject to constant revision.

"If I had to define myself now I would be nondenominational with a heavy appreciation for and leaning theologically toward Catholicism," Lidge said. "But there are some things in Catholicism that I don't subscribe to."

That perspective hardened when Lidge and his wife, Lindsay, visited the Vatican.

"If you've seen the Sistine Chapel and you see the amount of wealth amassed there . . . if they decide there is a time when they really want to use that for God and Jesus' cause, they could spread that," Lidge said.

"They could sell all those things, auction them off and probably feed half that world's starving population. There is that much wealth stored in the Sistine Chapel. For it just to be sitting there I think is a crime. It just doesn't make sense anymore. People have given well-deserved gifts to the church, but Jesus said, 'Store for yourself not treasures on earth but treasures in heaven.' These are treasures on earth. That's not what we're supposed to be doing."

Raised in a Catholic household near Denver, Lidge attended Mass every Sunday and served as an altar boy. But religion hardly defined his younger days.

"I don't think that I was necessarily big on religion then," he said. "I was more a philosophical, rationalize-things- out type of guy."

While at Notre Dame, a school run by Holy Cross fathers, Lidge melded courses in history and philosophy with a closer focus on the spiritual texts that were required. He read Stephen Hawking and the New Testament, unwittingly preparing himself for the more serious independent study a few years later in Kissimmee.

"I really enjoyed a lot of philosophy and theology at Notre Dame," Lidge said of the coursework, some of which is required and often taught with a religious orientation. "When I did that, I sort of reworked why I believed what I did."

Lidge still identifies strongly with Catholic beliefs, but attends the Protestant-leaning Sunday chapel services with most of his teammates. His primary spiritual goal is to develop a personal connection to divinity.

Secure in his opinions but reluctant to criticize others for theirs, Lidge approaches these subjects diplomatically.

"This might be a touchy issue," he continued, before pausing. "I'm trying to think of that best word; some of the ritualistic things that are involved, some of the questions on the pope's infallibility and when that started . . . I have a lot of respect for Catholicism, but sometimes the hierarchy can get in the way of the relationship between yourself and God and Jesus."

Lidge does not always agree with the common matches of religious and political thought.

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Comments

Posted 06:46 AM, 10/28/2009

mmds

Intelligent, thought-provoking comments about a difficult and emotional subject. That aside, Lidge is a really good pitcher. The Phillies, and the city, are lucky to have him.

Posted 07:35 AM, 10/28/2009

swash1

Good article. A glimpse into a very personal subject.

Posted 07:39 AM, 10/28/2009

Kenny Junod

hopefully Lidge (mole) get's in done in save opps

Posted 07:39 AM, 10/28/2009

Kenny Junod

hopefully Lidge (mole) get's in done in save opps

Posted 07:45 AM, 10/28/2009

stoneman

ALL of sports need more professionals like him. 'nough said.

Posted 08:18 AM, 10/28/2009

PhillyIam

Jesus has nothing to do with it.

Posted 08:41 AM, 10/28/2009

greekeagle

PhillyIam? I am a devout Christian as well, and share as many if not more traits as Mr. Lidge. I too, do not agree wholly with Catholicism, but will not and cannott judge. I believe that no matter what you want to call him, (GOD, ALLAH, BUDDHA, ETC.) There is in fact an ultimate creator that started this whole thing in motion. I pray daily, and can only hope for the best. Just remember this, be thankful for all of the things you have, and all of the things that you dont have.

Posted 08:42 AM, 10/28/2009

Buck Dharma

When will Jesus bring the pork chops?

Posted 08:42 AM, 10/28/2009

greekeagle

Philsblo? Peace be with you.

Posted 08:48 AM, 10/28/2009

Jean Valjean

Great insight. Following that logic, we should sell the Liberty Bell, Independence Hall, copies of the Declaration (they're just paper), and other so-call 'national treasures' and give the proceeds to the poor. We can sell the Sistine Chapel also; Osama should be able to afford it. After all, nothings too good for the poor, including art and cultural heritage. How many poor can be helped just by selling off the Philly Art Museum?

Posted 08:54 AM, 10/28/2009

stefek23

God help you, Philsblo. Mostly with your spelling.

Posted 09:07 AM, 10/28/2009

oldecityslicker

Philsblo, the difference between Philly fans and Yankee followers is that we appreciate our guys on and off the field. Obviously, you can't understand the concept. Good insight into Lidge, Andy. Hope whatever he believes in works. GO PHILS!