No obligation to explain your PTSD to others
Question: I was recently diagnosed with PTSD. I have been severely restricting my exposure to the topic that triggered the initial breakdown, which nearly landed me in the ER. This isn't forever, but given the stakes, I'm going to reexpose myself only under the guidance of my psychiatrist.
Question:
I was recently diagnosed with PTSD. I have been severely restricting my exposure to the topic that triggered the initial breakdown, which nearly landed me in the ER. This isn't forever, but given the stakes, I'm going to reexpose myself only under the guidance of my psychiatrist.
I'm not sure how to handle this around other people, though. For close friends, I can explain everything; for small talk with strangers, I can excuse myself abruptly and wander off. It's the people in the middle I don't know how to handle, and what makes it even more difficult is that the topic is normal small-talk material and pretty innocuous other than its associations in my head (think "babies" or "the weather," not "guns" or "rape"). What do I tell people?
Answer: Short answer, tell them whatever you want.
It's not what most of us strive for socially, of course, but there's nothing wrong with the occasional odd reaction that leaves people mystified.
So why not "excuse myself abruptly and wander off" with those people in the middle, too? If that's an effective way for you to handle it, fine; let the normalcy of other, nontriggering exchanges of small talk speak to your general normalcy and absorb this small exception for you.
Take it from someone whose sense of humor is routinely too weird for its audience. It's a very different context, yes, but the "Wha?" reaction I get is the same one you'd be getting with your abrupt departures and/or subject changes, and I get by OK, accepting that some people just think I'm weird.
You don't have to field-test this theory alone. If other therapeutic goals don't leave room for you to discuss and role-play such social questions with your psychiatrist, consider adding talk therapy with a psychologist or social worker to your treatment plan.
I'm sorry you have to go through this and hope you feel better soon.
Question: I am hosting a weekend-long family party at my small lake house, but am offering hotel rooms for family members out of a desire for more personal space and comfort. My sister believes I should never have asked her to stay in a hotel, even if I paid for it, saying, "I would never do that to you." Two years ago, our parents stayed in a hotel while my sister's family stayed at the house.
My husband and I could go to the hotel, but this, too, would be seen as un-family-friendly.
Rather than fight, I reversed course. I apologized and insisted they stay over.
Except she snippily responded, "No, we booked the hotel room. You got what you wanted" - which is not what I want now. Is there any way to salvage things?
Answer: You made your salvage gesture already. Your sister chose to throw it back in your face, but that doesn't mean you owe her a better, even-more-salvage-y salvage gesture, or a buy-in to her crazy. It's on her now to come around. You need only be a gracious host to her.
I could argue that your sister's response, both times, serves only to reveal the wisdom in your hotel preference, but let's see how the week plays out.
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