Posted: Wednesday, May 13, 2009, 6:58 PM | 17 comments |
 
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Wednesday's New York Times interview with Shawn Andrews was more for people who were unaware of the Eagles offensive lineman's battle with depression than for plugged-in Eagles fans. (The news, by the way, that depression was causoing Andrews to miss the start of training camp last year was broken on this site, by the Daily News.) But some interesting points were touched upon by Times writer Jere Longman, formerly of the Inquirer.

Lurking the in the background of Andrews' struggles has been the question of whether he really loves playing football the way, say, Brian Dawkins or Jon Runyan does. Longman explores that theme:

Perhaps most revealingly, Andrews said he believed that, to some extent, he was forced into football as a sixth grader because he was big, not because he particularly loved the sport. He said he had not watched a complete professional football game unless he was playing in it.

Having broken his right fibula in his rookie season and having missed most of last season with a back injury, Andrews said he worried that physical impairment from football might restrict him in the future from playing with his son. He will discourage JaShawn from participating in the sport, he said.

He said he understood that some people had little sympathy for a highly paid professional athlete, that even some of his teammates might feel he was exaggerating, or using depression as an excuse for an indifference to football. “That’s fine,” he said. “I don’t work for them. They don’t pay my bills. They don’t take care of my family."

Later in the story, Andrews returns to the theme of fearing disability:

“All the physical anguish I’ve been through, the thought of not being able to get up and play with my son, that really keeps my mind going every day,” Andrews said.

He sees some of his teammates dropping items and struggling to bend and pick them up.

“I don’t want to live like that,” Andrews said.

Andrews also recounts a very strange tale of how he came to believe a former friend, turned down when he requested money, was going to try to kill him, before his 2004 rookie season.

 

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Posted by Les Bowen @ 6:58 PM  Permalink | 17 comments
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  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 7:52 PM, 05/13/2009
    wow... I think its time to cut our losses here. You can't play the game at the NFL level with those thoughts constantly running thru your mind!
    dankil13
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 8:04 PM, 05/13/2009
    get him help IRRRL
    kjkj8444
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 8:24 PM, 05/13/2009
    This doesn't bode well for Andrews. Maybe moving out to RT will give him something to focus on and excite him but if he is constantly worrying about being seriously injured he won't be able to give 100%. I hope Shawn can manage his problems but the eagles may need to start planning for plan B. I hope Stacy recovers soon and get ready to play at RT just in case. The line played alright last year and Peters and Stacy will be upgrades so this may not be a huge loss; would be bigger if he played last year but they've learned how to survive without him at this point
    BadgerVMD
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 8:31 PM, 05/13/2009
    Runyan needs to be resigned asap
    gulls3012
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 8:31 PM, 05/13/2009
    Runyan needs to be resigned asap
    gulls3012
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 8:56 PM, 05/13/2009
    Get rid of him...now I understand why Andy keeps drafting more lineman. You dont need a RT that isn't sure he wants to play football.
    cdedrick05
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:20 PM, 05/13/2009
    Runyan's a warrior. but runyan can't drive-block for running plays anymore. he'd be a great back-up, if he's willing to accept that role; and the paycut that role comes with. how's mike mcGlynn's progress coming along?
    82tank
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:20 PM, 05/13/2009
    I hope he can get past this. He seems like a really nice guy, but depression is not fun for the person or the people around him. I hope the Eagles are getting him help.
    obergruber
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 12:23 AM, 05/14/2009
    what this means is he wont play much past 30. that's fine with me. as long as he looks after himself and puts in 100% while on the field. the FO can plan ahead for his shorter career and the team will eventually move on without him.
    mmmikey
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 7:41 AM, 05/14/2009
    Can he pitch ?
    mick314
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:13 AM, 05/14/2009
    Can he skate? If so fit him for some goalie pads!!!
    FireChief
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:24 AM, 05/14/2009
    uh oh.
    ag
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  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:45 AM, 05/14/2009
    blogfodder!!!!
    Laudereagle
  • 0 like this / 0 don't   •   Posted 9:49 AM, 05/14/2009
    CAN YOU SAY NUTCASE!!! I'M SURE DEPRESSION IS A SERIOUS THING BUT WHY WASN'T HE DEPRESSED WHEN HE WAS PLAYING COLLEGE FOOTBALL. HE GOT DEPRESSED AFTER GETTING PAID..AND I DO MEAN PAID!!! YOU COULD HAVE SAVED US A DRAFT PICK AND GOT YOURSELF A JOB AT WALMART. NOW HE'S ALL ARROGANT LIKE "THEY DON'T PAY MY BILLS" AND "I DON'T WORK FOR THEM" BUT THEY ARE YOUR TEAMMATES..RIDE OR DIE..SWIM OR SINK. I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HIM GET PAST THIS BUT MOVE HIS NUTTY BEHIND SOMEWHERE ELSE. NOT ONCE DID HE SAY THAT LARGE PAYCHECK MAKES HIM DEPRESSED. I'D GIVE MY OLDEST SON FOR THAT PAYCHECK (JUST JOKING) AM I?? WHERE IS THAT KID OF MINE ANYWAY?? GO EAGLES!!!!
    rodney517


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